her world left with nothing much ler.

Friday, November 16, 2007 12:37 AM

ytd he working..actually wanna fetch him home dehs.but i at orchard wif eliane n assist..haiss..spent e tym wif they all..dots dots.6.45pm,he finished work le.he wanna go jp eat ler den go home rest lo.but elaine told mie she wanna eat sakura..i ask him wanna eat but he say dun wan..he say wanna eat coffee shop de food den i begged him.den his ans was no.dot dot.den nvm..i ask him go eat first den i went sakura eat wif elliane..den his msg veri less ler..den he say he wanna sleep..haiss..den i felt someting was wrong..den nvm..i told elaine abt it den she said she help mie call him tat make sure he was sleeping ..he said he at living room resting..after awhile,i recieve his gud nite msg..den send him gud nite msg too.awhile he said tat if i dun hab e trust how to continue tis relationship..haiss..if still like tat he choose to go..haiss..he said he love mie but y still hurt mie..mayb i said him change le den tat y??he said let each other hab tym..

tis msg:i won't 4get you i won't
if we can't be together i wil still remember you.
i love you.i realli love you.gek hongi now dunno wad i do.but mayb tis e tym,i calling you dear.dear i love you.

tis msg hurt mui heart alots..damm pain..beginging,i should not stead wif him ler.wen i beening serious wif e guy.they choose to left mie alone.den guy beening serious wif mie den i choose to leave them.izt e game started like tiss..haiss.dunno y??now m i alone or i still his??haiss..i tin hard to be together lerr..sob sob.no mood to sleep.dunno wad to do.hope morning,dun msg mie bah..i scared ler..all he gave mie jus e sad.even how hard i try,i still can't kill mui illness..i can't trust guy at all..how?teach mie can..or i be les??

daddy got told mie tat he got msg daddy twice tym tat he's stress cux i can't trust him at all ..but realli sorry fer tat..even after mui work,he cum fetch mie home n laid his mother fer that.. he keep it frm mie..haiss. y he so foolish.

haiss.you do tis ting got worth it.haiss..y?y?y i can't even understand you.?beening wif mie,you beening sad n stress..sorry sorry.

i tin i might noe e ans frm you.
if i were you,i wil find a new happiness rather sad n stress wif her..

wen you nid mie but i can't give you wad you needed?
you love mie but i make you fan cux i not trust you
you miss mie but i not been there fer you.
you did much but i did none of themm...

i noe giving a sorry also not cure..but i try to let you go bah..mayb it's better den a soorry fer that ..i hurt you damm much n mie hurt muiself too..

hope you find a better girl wors..=)
even can't or can mus see our fate le.

i misses him so much.
i love him alots.
jux i nid to tel you,i respect your decision dehss.

mayb i try not to msg you anymore.


jus a gudbye but hard to say it frm e heart.


can't sleep.x(
post blog at 2.05am.